I don't know why I am writing this.
I used to love you with all my heart.
I would do everything to make you smile.
Loving you keeps me alive.
Loving you keeps my world completed.
Lately, things have been changed.
I thought I could pretend like nothing happened.
I thought I loved you as much as i used to be.
Never knowing I would say something so cruel to you, but
I guess, it is better this way for now.
I hate hurting you when I couldn't say that I miss you, too.
I don't want to possess you when I know I don't love you the way as it used to be.
I have been being a coward who is running away from your love.
Don't know how to care about your feeling.
I was being selfish.
I am so sorry
Maybe I am not ready for your love now, but I promise that I'll know what to do when I know it's time for me to make the things clear.
To be honest
I still miss you somehow in my mind
And of course I do love you.
Though not as much as it used to be, but yes I do even for now.
I choose to keep silent is because that I do not want to hurt the both of us.
